what a day

I am so tired today. I went in to work at 7a.m- of course there was a lot of work to do, and I made sure that it all got done, which really was not that big of a deal to me. I was rushing this morning and left my cell phone in Rebecca's car- that's my lifeline! Did I feel stupid- but at least my mom brought my phone to me at work, and all was well once again! Gene called me this morning, too-he sounded much better - it bothers me that he seems to hold back his feelings, being a preacher, it seems that he finds any emotion other than the good "christian" emotions to be bad. He won't even admit when he is feeling angry or out of sorts. God created us, including all of our emotions.Its healthy to be able to express how you feel, and to allow the feelings to be expressed in a healthy, productive manner. The truth is I love him very much, and I worry about him a lot. I realize now what I want to do with my life-I want to help people, to be a blessing to someone. I believe that exercise and physical fitness is good for the body and the soul, and that is what I intend to give, the legacy I intend to leave behind!